The rhythm of a strangers skin

8am
So there has been a really wonderful string of things going on in my life recently, but with those really good things quite a few not-so-good ones seem to be tacked along at the end as well. Its nothing seriously bad, just a lot of little things that have slowly been accumulating over the last few months... most of which could have been avoided had I taken care of them in a timely manner. As it is now, I just kinda want to cry... a lot... damn being a woman.

1pm
Maybe I'm just stressed... I don't know. Most everything is getting on my nerves though. This is most noticeable though in that my tolerance for people over-explaining or repeatedly telling me the same thing is just not there. Usually, I am a very patient person, and will listen to someone explain the same thing over and over, since they apparently think it is important for me to know, but today just isn't one of those days... I can't do it.

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Just an update: I am awkward... always. I really try not to be, but it is definitely a challenge. My body just doesn't seem to move like I want/expect it to a lot of the time. To help with this, my wonderful roommate is teaching me how to dance better... both she and I can already tell this is going to be a long and arduous process, but I can already see some improvement! I'm so excited! :)

"Do you want it? Do you want me?
I want it, it is you, you are where I want to be."